Friday, January 3, 2014

WHEN THE LAKE OF THE HEART BECOMES PURE, THE REFLECTION OF AN ORDINARY MAN BECOMES THE REFLECTION OF A SAINT

WHEN THE LAKE OF THE HEART BECOMES PURE, PRETERNATURAL REALITIES EMERGE

        The three words: primordial, primal and preternatural are all words I love. Because when you are taking a psychological expedition all the way up the Psyche into the Heart of Darkness, these are the sort of  words that must be used to express the realities you  find inside yourself.
        It is a process of reaching the arm all the way to the shoulder into the snake barrel of seething human existence, until you find what you're looking for or something screams.

        Space is not the final frontier, THE MIND IS THE FINAL FRONTIER!
         And since it's a long journey within, preparations must be made.
          That's what  "The School For Mystics" is all about - making preparations. The problem is no one ever seems to know what they're preparing for, so it's best to have all kinds of supplies.

           The quote above about "The lake of the heart" goes more like this:

         

         
              when the lake of an ordinary man's heart
               becomes pure and calm:
                it is the reflection of a saint
                 which appears within it."

              This saying alone could be enough to start an expedition
               into the heart-mind all the way up-river into the darkness
                of the soul.

               I don't know whom I'm quoting in the passage above written in italics,
but I'm getting the basic thought across.
               The expedition I'm talking about begins with what I like to call "sitting".
But it can be sitting anywhere, or lying down, or dreaming. It's best not to  get
too caught up in the method.
                 And it doesn't matter what medicines or fuels are necessary. There's
no point in getting too specific or judgmental about such things. We are talking about
a journey on the inner river into the core of the hidden continent.
                 We can relax, just as  we relax with friends on the edge of the forest,
when preparing for a camping trip.

                  This is a practical journey and there's no point in thinking about or even
considering other people's judgmental horseshit. We don't care what the name of God is.
God has many names, and it's a sacred matter.
                   It can be a hilarious moment, watching a group of people argue about the
name of the sacred. Sometimes it's best when the sacred has no name.
                   In fact, we are looking for realities at the core of the Mind. We already have
our  names, but perhaps we are looking for our Name.
                    This journey is never anything more than a discovering of the nature of Identity.
                     And when an identity, an ego state, discovers his/her own Identity,
this is when the voyage touches the eternal, the magic and mystery at the heart of things.

                     "The eye through which you see God is the same eye through which
                       God sees you." Meister Eckhart.
              
 

              

                       "The ant's a centaur in his dragon world."  (Famous poet who's name I've forgotten)



                       "Why did you come out into the desert - to see a man
                          speaking platitudes and wearing soft clothing?"         (The Gospel of Thomas)


                         " The dead traveled to Jerusalem, and when they did not
                             find what they sought, they came to speak to me."     (Basilides - early Christian
                                                                                                                                     teacher/master)







SPANKING FETISH. WHIPPINGS FOR PLEASURE AND SPIRITUAL CLEANSING!

SPANKING FETISH.WHIPPINGS FOR PLEASURE AND CLEANSING; KNEELING FOR ORGASMIC COMPLETION, KNEELING FOR HOLY COMMUNION - TWO FORMS OF FORGIVENESS



         I write a lot about spirituality, and I give what I call "The Empire Church" of 1800 years ago a hard time about all the lies they have told us. I'm still angry about all the lies. I can't believe that
people who were supposed to be guardians of the door to truth, that: "They did not enter, nor did they allow
anyone else to enter" the path to the holy citadel. (Gospel of Thomas)
          But the churches of all dominations (strange word) do a lot of good stuff these days.
         O.K. O.K. But I got to thinking the other night when I was on my knees, but not in what
we usually think of as a spiritual setting - I was thinking, "Hell, am I getting like those crazy
sermonizers who speak of holiness on Sunday morning, but need to be thrashed with a cane
like a cowering dog on Friday nights?"
          Well, I don't want to be that kind of hypocrite ( I'll probably be a different kind of
hypocrite). But I think it's important to express the whole picture now.

           I got spanked a lot as a boy; for example, when I was late for dinner.
And then after a while I got to like the spankings and felt a strange glow all through my body.
So I started showing up late for dinner on purpose.
           And the feel of that aroused warm, strange glow has never left me.
And so sexually speaking I'm a sadomasocist. I like to have my ass whipped before or during
sex. And I like to give the occasional caning myself. Nothing too serious. Notrhing that leaves
marks for more than a day. But it's an obsession and almost but not quite a sexual necessity
for me.
          There, I've said it. So now when I talk about mysticism or spirituality, you know I
really mean what I say.
           Also, I don't think there are two worlds - a higher one of the spirit and a lower one of
the flesh. From what I have come to know, there is only one fabric of being. One energy of one
universe, whether you want to call it sexual, or spiritual, or mystical. There are not two
different worlds; there is only one.

            It's how you focus your energy - too much up or too much down:
this can screw you up.
        
           Sometimes I think you guys already know everything I'm talking about, that I'm behind
the times and the Christian world has moved on, gotten more evolved. Then I just read the papers
or watch CNN, and I think, "Holy shit! People still believe that bogus nonsense?"
       
            Look, if the real world, the actual universe we inhabit were not enough - if the ground
of being was deficient in some way - I would not be giving anybody the bad news.
Honestly, I'm not cruel that way. I would leave everyone alone. If ignorance is bliss, be blissful.
And that would be fine and I would not interrupt.
           BUT... we are living in the midst of a miracle, every day wondrous things happen, and
I know it, and it's possible to prove much of it.
            There is no deficiency in this Cosmic Field we inhabit. Everything we touch is Spirit
and everything we touch is Flesh. And there are not two worlds; but only one.
             Now I've had a bit of a different life. I was born in northern Ontario, and raised
on the north coast of Jamaica. And I was very lucky.
              I was able to visit many of the world's shrines and sit still and absorb
the vibes in each place. I'm a good guitar player and that helped me get around, but
I also received financial gifts, so I don't expect or deserve any credit for what
I've done.
               When I was a very young man of twenty, I started to be bothered by questions.
I couldn't shake myself loose from them, or I would have.
              A basic question troubled me and I could not spit it out of my head. It was something
like, "Why is there beauty on one side of the coin, and ugliness on the other side of the same
coin.What is going on around here, what we are born into, as soon as we have eyes
don't we ask, "What was that?" if a bird flies over our infant's crib, or "What is this?"
looking at a tree or the eyes of a beautiful woman, and what eyes are not beautiful?
               At any rate I started fasting while attending University, and I'd take 
hallucinogens, and nothing helped.
                And I was a very serious young man at the time, and I must have been
a real drag to be with.... Oh God, I was so serious! And this question was stuck in
my craw!
                So I spent days and nights fasting, and focusing on, "What is this?
This hand, this leaf, this stone?"
               And then one night, focusing with all my strength on,"In the beginning was the Word",
 trying to comfort a girlfriend who couldn't stop crying, and who I didn't know how to comfort...
at the age of 23  I had the basic mystical realization, which is called fundamental.
                But since, in the West, we have no structure to comfort real seekers,
real men and women on the Quest for the Holy Grail, a few words must be said.
We have no path of initiation.We seem to focus totally on sports or politics or the
 obtaining of material goods, but we have no developed system of aid and
encouragement for those who have gone beyond the village gates,
and are seeking the bedrock experience.
                This experience is like an implosion in the mind; all earlier
mental structures are annihilated, decimated  into nothingness. It iscalled by many
 names the world over:   satori, kensho, samhadi, enlightenment, liberation, redemption -
realization - being raised from the dead. If it's an ultimate experience. There are
so many different paths, but only one absolute experience and experience of the
absolute.
                Thank God for the Zen Buddhists! Because in Christian terms,
there was nothing and no way to explain my experience - and without help
from our friends - I would have been totally screwed! I was already
psychologically messed up because I was not prepared for the basic
identity change that is involved. And I had no idea how to fit
into society, so I left and built  cabins deep in the bush.
And I guess I became something of a hermit.

                Things have gotten slightly better in the past 30 years, but we still
have no basic system of spiritual initiation in place. And if we don't develop one,
a temple at the heart of the marketplace... we won't have to worry about terrorists:
our culture and civilization will die because of our own lack of volition.


                 For years self flagellation has been a way for religious pilgrims to
purify themselves. Around 1000A.D., there were groups called the flagellants,
who would whip themselves and drag crosses right through your village even in
daylight. They thought the end of the world was coming, and they knew they
weren't ready to meet their maker in their present sinful state. So they
would kneel and whip themselves to be cleansed
                Kneeling before your love, because you feel guilt is a very similar
process. Sometimes  a little begging is necessary; or a whipping might be
 your due before in your own mind you deserve to be  loved and forgiven
and granted absolution. 

               Punishment is forgiveness.
            
                Kneeling before your love and getting your ass
caned as you perform sexual favors on her(him). Kneeling and whipping
yourself. to be cleansed before holy communion with the One who is
creating you.
                Don't ask me why submission is cleansing
to the human psyche, but it is.
               There's kneeling and there's kneeling. There's  kneeling for
spiritual forgiveness,  and there's  kneeling. for sexual
acceptance:
.
            .   Either way, it seems like prayer.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

BOOK PUBLISHED AT KINDLE STORE, AMAZON.COM -" THE SECOND COMING OF CHRIST ACIENT GOSPEL DISCOVERED ANEW...."...also, in this blog - THE FEMALE HAND OF GOD, AND VERSES FROM "THE SONG OF TRUTH"

ANNOUNCING A BOOK PUBLISHED --- THE MATERIALS OF THIS BLOG and MORE --- BOOK, "THE SECOND COMING OF THE CHRIST, MOST ANCIENT GOSPEL, DISCOVERED ANEW"   at:  amazon.com....kindle store (author - William Milne)

plus IN THIS BLOG:  VOICE OF THE FEMALE HAND OF GOD..... and MORE verses OF THE "SONG OF TRUTH"

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                             I'm happy to announce I have published a
book, entitled:

THE SECOND COMING OF CHRIST, MOST ANCIENT
GOSPEL DISCOVERED ANEW

        The book is a compilation of some of these articles,
together with a new one.
         I hope you enjoy it.  You can find it
at amazon.com    at the "kindle store". It costs
$2.99.
         The alternative would have been to attempt
to get funds from ads run on the blogs.

           Any proceeds will be to keep me going
working on the Cliff-Top writings.
            The manuscript is over 200 pages long
and it's going to take all the nerve I posses
to keep at it.
            Funds from royalties will serve to keep
me a little bit comfortable. Any funds
above and beyond basic comfort needs
will go to  " BUILD A BELL ON A HILL."
            It's my dream to put a huge bell atop
the 150 foot cliff, and have it rung perhaps
 five times a month in order to popularize, 
make more people aware of the discovery
 of the new gospels.
            
(I'll be able to give tax receipts - to reduce your
payment of tax if you donate and you live in Canada,
through the Toronto Artistic Performance Society,
which is a registered charity; regarding tax receipts
for those of us in the U.S.A., I don't know how
to do it yet)

               
               
                It's just a sweet idea, Build A Bell On A Hill.
The hill is, of course, the cliff-top where
this book's writing took place.
                I don't have this well organized as yet.
You can always e-mail me at: zappadat@gmail.com
so we can figure out  together how to do this.

               I thank you for simply reading these articles.
I am touched, deeply moved, that each one of you
is joining me in this voyage.

                Without my blaming anyone in the past,
in the spirit of forgiveness, it is necessary
to create a New Christian Consciousness, by
melding the Gospels included in the Bible
with these earliest ancient Gospels which were
rejected and suppressed by the "Chamber of Commerce 
Bishops" at the Council of Nicea 325 A.D.
          The Consciousness that will be arising is
Christ Consciousness, and through us, our hearts
and dreams and meditative Minds, the Anointed One
will arise to Consciousness within us.
        I have absolutely no doubt about this.

                 

Re: The New Gospels: The Gospel of Thomas( the Source Gospel) is a must read.
But there are also: The Gospel of Philip and 
The Gospel of Mary  (all too short, so let's add 
The Thunder, Perfect Mind... a gorgeous poem 
written by the Female Hand of God)
                
Truly, I am so thankful.

          As I mentioned before, the poem written
on the cliff (at Temple's Gate), "The Song Of Truth"
is fourteen pages long.
          I'll eventually post the whole poem. But here
are a few verses I like this morning.

                                    

I have seen you walking
As if there's something that you Lack;
I have seen you walking
Up the block and back.

Where are you really going?
Do you really know?
Don't you know there is One?
There is one Man who knows.

He has seen you walking
With a murmur of delight;
He has seen your hidden loves
He knows the fear you fight.

Perhaps you haven't met Him,
But as far as that streetcar goes
He is standing on the corner
Watching the river flow.


There is nothing that is hidden,
From his hidden sight;
All those fruits that seemed forbidden
All those fruits that taste so ripe

He does not disdain them
All the fruits of life
He has given the Tree to be
Wherein the fruit has life.

He does not know the sin
The elders are familiar with,
But then again He makes the food
These others just serve the dish.

He asks that you eat well
He asks that you find bliss;
But He knows if you forget Him
There is much you will have missed.

And it is a shame to miss Him
As Life turns into death
For while the clock keeps ticking
He gives Eternal Breath.

Were He not liberating,
You could ignore His breath;
But it happens, as He is creating
He is in the midst of Rest.

Our life is a Forgetting
At least it often seems to be;
We always are forgetting
What causes us to be.


                                       (C)1980 by William G. Milne







I know the rhyme scheme is simplistic,
almost too much so...but it has something,
doesn't it! 

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Tuesday, December 10, 2013

A POEM, "THE SONG OF TRUTH"; WRITTEN ON THE CLIFF-TOP, TWO EXERPTS


        I though, with some of the amazing experiences that occurred at the cliff-top
hut, I thought what was being written was a new testament
of the Holy One. I was going to call it the New Testament, but that seemed
outrageous... and I was trying not to do any more outrageous
things for a little while. 
         The Cliff-Top writings from  that sacred site of power,
I guess  "Hymns from Temple's Gate" will do as a name
for now.
          The writings were certainly
done in the spirit of hymns
          I'll   type at least some of the cliff-top text every few days and post it...

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The Song of Truth
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Forgiveness remains in the world,
After the True One has left;
How could He ever go away
And leave his children bereft?

For without True Knowledge
How can one ever live?
Need one go to college
To learn how to give?
Forgiveness remains in the world
So long as there is something to forgive.

                                                                                                                               (C) 2000 by William G. Milne
                                                                                                                                 All rights reserved.





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         I'm picking  and choosing verses according
to what appeals to me today. Some of the
verses appear overly simplistic, but I could
be wrong.




                                                     2






Perhaps you have not heard Her name;
Her mercies haven't touched you yet,
But when you wander that lonely lane
There are angels who don't  forget.
Our life is a Forgetting,
It is a sickness to Forget;
For the healthy man remembers
There is One more strong than death.

There is one True Physician
She will cure your needs;
She will administer unto you
He protects your Seed.

He has always known you,
Though perhaps you have never met;
He does not forget you,
Though you tend to forget.

He is the true Physician,
She is the angel of the night.
He is the true Musician;
She walks the neon lights.

They are waiting for you
This True One we shall call two;
One is waiting for you
While you are wondering what to do.

There is a glance of recognition
There will be no mistake
Just as he who eats the pastry
May meet He who bakes the cake.

She walks with fishnet stockings;
A red dress and high-heel shoes.
He is also fishing
The two they fish for you.

To whom then will you listen?
At the ending of the night?
Will you hear dogmatic positions?
Or will you know an Inner Light?

The neon light is shining
Beside a streetcar named despair;
You don't need to tell me
Who is walking there.


                                              (C) 1980 William G. Milne
                            


About the poem, The Song of Truth.
 
                        I wrote it on the rocks of the cliff, just at the edge of some heavy bush.
The wind was blowing in gusts and my hands were cold. The pine trees near me 
leapt about in the wind. I could look down from the cliff and look
at the treetops of the forest below.
                       It was a strenuous walk to get back to the cabin, so I kept using
this blunt black pencil... writing into a hardcover notebook.  Each verse filled
a whole  page  - a pretty crude attempt at scratching down a message.
                      The rhythm and rhyme you could find in any
Hallmark greeting card. At first glimpse the poem looks like doggerel ...
That is, until you read a few verses 
and you see   intelligence at work in the poem.
                 There's a profundity of thought
you won't find in any greeting card store I'm not
comparing myself to William Blake, but the
 simplicity of the language in  "Auguries  of innocence" ...
come to mind.
                Remember this was written in the bush and
I was sitting on a rock... and I was blown away by the experiences
I had been having in there...Also,
 I was in a very pure place within. I was an empty vessel.
I had been hollowed out almost at birth and  now  I was cauterized
with Spirit, as I worked on these materials.
             I didn't take a lot of breaks....The situation seemed too
urgent to me.
             
              The voice that was speaking through me had to be
heard.  As I confronted these newly discovered ancient gospels,
for sure I wasn't writing all the passages. 

           I didn't do intricate, jazz-like rhymes.  My hands were
cold and I was writing  with a blunt pencil, which I kept
sharpening on  rocks...  I didn't want to break the
flow.
          
         The   Song of Truth is fourteen pages long, and may
well need some careful editing. I won't attempt it now, because
I'm living in the midst of electronic devices and media,
and my mind feels clouded.
           In other words, I'm not smart enough for the task!

.          I just noticed a verse I like:

           The Answer to the Problem
            Philosophers wrestle with:
            The Answer to the Problem
             Is that no Problem exists.





                                                                                                                                         (C) 1980 by William G. Milne










 

CLIFF-TOP WRITINGS CONTINUED, HYMNS FROM TEMPLE'S GATE





Jesus said: "See, my poetical friend.
I am the true Poet, the one and only
Source of Poetry. If you will know Me,
you will know Yourself."

The poet said: "But, You are the last
Prophet. you are the True One. You
are the Christ. When did poetry
become Prophecy?"

Jesus said: "My good friend, Poetry
was always Prophecy, from the very
beginning, and so shall it be until
the end, which there shall never be.
For verily, verily, I say unto you,
beyond all time, there is poetry.
You, son of infinite Beauty, soon
you are destined to see."

The poet said: "And what shall I
see, Lord?"

Jesus said: "You shall see Poetry."

The poet asked: "Beyond the beginning
and the ending, I shall see Poetry?"

Jesus said: "The beginning is the ending;
the ending, the beginning; and there
never shall be an end; and there never
was a beginning. But I say unto you,
this heaven and earth shall pass away,
yea, the very sky shall pass by, but
the Poet shall never die."
        "But see, poetical friend, so many
who seek, so many also who remain
asleep; be good to such as these; for
all of these, every son of Man is of Me.
So be merciful, my helpful friend, and
you shall be judged accordingly. For
as a man judges, so is he judged. So
it shall ever be."
          "In so much as you are good to
the least of these, you are good to Me."

The poet said: "But what would you have
me do, Father, wha would you have 
me be?"

Jesus said: "I ask merely that you
record this new Gospel; that you see
it rooted deeply in the soil of the
True One, before you leave, and
come to Me. I ask no more of you
than this: record faithfully... and
use your gifts to see the True Vine
planted freely. Do I ask too much
of thee?"

The poet said: "Master, what you ask
is my Destiny."

Jesus said: "I know it well, friend. So
shall the prophecy be fulfilled. 'I shall
come again.'"

The poet said: "But, Lord, You never
left."

Jesus said: "How easy is it then for
Me to come. So shall the prophecy
be fulfilled. "I shall come again."

The poet said: "You who have been
from the beginning of time, the beginning
that is the end. I could write endless
stories of You; but what purpose would
that serve? Would it serve your End,
stories that He who has always been,
has come again? What an unlikely
servant you chose in me."

Jesus said: "Yes, but I say unto you,
you would not have come to Me, had
you not sinned."

The poet said: "Well, then, O happy
fault, O blessed sin, that he who is
lead astray may through wickedness
be found again. Then indeed is the
whole world part of Your Mercy.
If You will receive such as me."

Jesus said: "I do receive you, and
you shall receive Me."

The poet said: "O happy ending, that
makes such a beginning."






                                             (C)1980, by William G.Milne
                                               All rights reserved.

Friday, December 6, 2013

CLIFF-TOP WRITINGS, JUST TEXT... VERSES FROM TEMPLE'S GATE








          Jesus said: "Finally the Father sent
His Son to receive the fruits of his lands, 
saying: "Perhaps they will respect my Son."
But the husbandmen, knowing that he
was the heir of the vineyard, they
seized him. they killed him. Whoever
has ears, let him hear."
        "But the Son is always here, and
builds a new Kingdom for those who
would face death and conquer fear.
The Son builds for the hungry ones
who would be filled, not for those who
are asleep. When the harvest is here,
it is most easy to separate the chaff
from the wheat, the weeds from the
living Seed. They are separate already,
living in different realms in the same
Place. I am here. I wait for you.
The Father has given you the Son,
that you may know yourself, and
that the two may become One."
        "Many are standing at the door,
but the solitary are the ones who
will enter the bridal chamber."

         "Let him who has power renounce
it, until he sees the true Light which
is hidden in the Image of the Life of the
Father. If he is worthy, he will not
taste death."
         "Why do you wash the outside
of the cup? Do you not understand
that he who made the inside is also
he who made the outside?"
         "Come to Me, for you
are in need. And once that need
touches you, it will never let you
be: that need for the Truth."
         "I will give you what is Mine,
that which is Mine shall be yours
also. For verily, verily, from
the beginning  til the end of time,
what is Mine is yours, and what is
yours is Mine."
          "Whoever drinks from My mouth
shall become as I am and I myself will
become he, and the hidden things
shall be revealed to him. He who
lives on the Living One shall see
neither death nor fear, because he
has made himself worthy. Woe to
the flesh which depends upon the soul;
woe to the soul which depends upon the
flesh. It is necessary to make the two
One. And then My Kingdom, which has
always been here, will come."
        The poet was silent.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

CLIFF-TOP WRITINGS, TEXT; plus HISTORICAL AND PERSONAL NOTES

       
        The following passages comes from
a Chapter of the Cliff-Top Text called:  "The Legacy."
The passages in  quotation marks:  "quotes", are
the passages taken directly from the Chapter.

       " The poet walked out into the wilderness


        Behind him, leaving all comforts of home
or family, all thoughts of daily commerce, all
desire for his lady, and with a clear mind
walked alone into the depths of the
forest, taking with him only water and
 oil to light a lamp.
          The poet was returning to the depths
of his soul. He was also doing what he
was told.
        He came to a clear and breezy place,
near a hilltop and overlooking lakes and
valleys. The cloudy autumn air was beginning
to get a little chilly. The poet was about
serious business - yet not to be taken
seriously by anyone except those
who are trapped within the confines of
specific identities."
        At the top of the cliff, he lit a fire
among the rocks that stood on a rise
behind the cliff face. He poured water
into a pot and let it boil over the fire.
Into the pot he threw all edible forms
of food and fuel he found in the woods
around him - ferns, and leaves, 
wintergreen berries, and all kinds
of manna which was growing
beneath the trees of the forest
around him.
            He cooked up the brew and
drank it; it tasted tart, and sweet;
it tasted sour also, but of the
earth itself.
          "After a time, sitting in the
silence, he started to laugh at
all his worries; he laughed at himself,
at his serious concerns and determinings;
his food worries, his business worries,
his  own inexplicable primordial fear worry."
     "It seemed ridiculous to him
that such fearful thoughts and concerns
should blind him - blind him to the
whole vast and panoramic scene that
was unfolding before the poet, both
within himself and externally. The
world, or so it seemed, was too vast
for such blindness, such inexplicable
Forgetting. 
             Yet there it was before him;
a whole populace that had forgotten,
residing concernedly in the valleys
below."
     
          "How silly," the poet murmured, "They do
not see themselves. They do not know themselves.
They are filled with a thousand desires, concerns
and interests. But they have missed out on the
most important business: themselves. The wordl
around them, themselves, they have forgotten
themselves, their true birthright, their destiny;
they have inreality forgotten their true history.
They are too busy to see!" The poet howled. He
laughed uproariously. He fell down on the rocks
chuckling to himself. He looked demented."
          "And so the poet, being a quiet and unassuming
man of moderate ways, decided to uproot the
whole false plant of human blindness, to tear it
out by its roots and shake it like a deranged dog
in the face of those who had allowed, in all
complacency, this false plant to grow. Beneath
him, in the valley, people were getting fat.
Dogs were fighting."
        "Because he was a quiet and unassuming
man, the poet was enraged, and decided to
throw a gauntlet to the age. To see if any man
of vision might arise worthy of the task of
Paradise."
        "The poet was a simple man. He only
minded his business. The problem was,
he saw the true nature of his business,
and he minded it well."
       "Others of his age doubted there could
ever be a true vision of Eternity. The poet
knew differently. And so received the Will
of One who was greater than he. He opened
the Will, and read diligently. He opened
himself. For so it has been said truly:
"If one is to learn how to give, one must
first know how to receive."
       

        

        Out of the ancient papyrus scroll,
out of the holy sacred preserving
sands of Egypt, came the texts
which had been suppressed for so many years...
 suppressed by the Empire Church, and
the Tenth Roman legion marching across
Egypt to drive out the early Christians. 

         Of course, called them, "heretics"
for the "heretics" told the truth in the best
ways they were able. But the Truth is like a
hot potato. Unless He is God, no man can
 hold it for very long. What is the phrase? 
"Human kind cannot bear very much reality."
         The true Living Word of the Christ
is like a bell ringing throughout the centuries.
The bell has been muted by the unbelievers;
but the bell has never been silenced.
        I understand why so many ran from the
Living Word. Myself, I ran also. I ran like
a rabbit; I bobbed and weaved, as if I was
avoiding the blows of a champion boxer.
        But there is no mistaking the Bell,
when you hear it ring. There is no mistaking
the Words of the Living Christ.

The poet said: "Help me, Lord. Help me, Father,
                       to see."
Jesus said: "I am helping thee. Soon you will
                  know Me. But there will be days 
                  when you will wish to forget
                  I exist. There will be days when
                  others will ask you if you saw Me.
                  And you will deny Me."

The poet said: "Lord, that is not true."

        But, of course, it was true. I ran like
a rabbit, and I denied Him constantly. I drank
booze - much as I could - for about twenty
years.
        It was all too heavy!  It was all too much
for me - the burning Vision within. The one Mind
that is eternal... the Heart-Mind, the Mind of
All Souls.... the Mind that is Soul....The Mind
that is Love... The Heart that is Whole.

        

       How do I know this is the Second Coming
of the Lord?
        Because the Living Christ, the One who
is eternal life; I know Him to be here with us.
The Living Christ of the Lord of Hosts, the Lord
of Abraham and Jacob, the Lord of Israel, the Israel
that was meant to be, not the Israel of atrocity,
the Lord of Albian, Lord of the Americas. He has
spoken.
           And He is speaking still from this holy place.
From among these hills.


       "Somehow the earliest Christian gospels
had survived. The poet saw this as a miracle.
And  now he had a copy of the ancient texts, 
and he had  a place to reside; where he could
concentrate his mind and work on these
 phrases that came to him out of the mists
of time."
        "Indeed that morning, there was a mist
hanging over the lakes and valleys."
  
I am interested in Vision; I am interested in
 revelations brought to us in dreams;
and I am fascinated by the voice
of the Christ, Voice who speaks
to us so clearly, across the sea and across 
the centuries.
attempting to express the Truth
         These  are the voices we find
in the discovered Library.
          There were many books and 
writings,scrolls and extant gospels
 at the time the Bible was being assembled. 
The Bible and the New Testament, as we find
it today, was not assembled by God; it
was put together by a highly politicized 
group of Bishops, the Chamber of Commerce
of their day.
        What has been passed down to us is
a castrated bible, and we really cannot correctly
see it in any other way.
         The so-called canon is sent down to us
 as the ONLY truth. Nothing could be more
erroneous.
         History is written
 by the winners. 
          It was the winners, a 
conglomeration of bishops and other
businessmen, who chose the texts
that supported only those ideas
that would result in a strong and
prosperous enterprise - a money-
making church and clergy.
        As a result it was taught -
to commune with God you must
go through the church as middleman.
That's not what the early saints taught,
the early saints taught that our Creator
can be found by looking deeply
within ourselves.
           This was heresy, because it
cut out the middleman.
           The bishops also were not
happy with the discovery that the Trinity
might also be said to include a female voice,
the voice of Mary from the Gospel of Mary,
the voice of Mary in "The Thunder, Perfect Mind."
            

        The Council of Nicea, 325 A.D., excluded
many of the sacred texts that ought to have
been preserved for us.
        It excluded the many other gospels and
holy writings that  were extant at the
time - some of these books had been
circulated to most of the countries
that ring the Mediterranean sea.
            
             We see none of these texts,
spiritual essays and Gospels - no,
we have one view only - the convenient
view of the conquerors who saw religion
as an arm of the state, an organ of
control (to mix a metaphor), a way
of seeing that supported their monopolistic
opinion of what was the best way to run
a lucrative show.
          Of course, there were exceptions...
Origen, for example, who cut his own
testicles off - he must have cared deeply
about something...
           At any rate, at the Council of
Nicea, 325 A.D, the bishops chose 
those books that placed the church 
 dead centre in the way of man's quest for
 revelation and communion with God.



Jesus said: "A vine has been planted
                  without the Father and,
as it is not established, it will 
be pulled up by its roots and be
destroyed. Woe to these false
preachers who adminsiter temporal
kingdoms, for they shall not see
the Kingdom, yet they prevent others
from seeing."
        "Upon the rock of Peter,
a common man, I built my church
in three days. Upon this rock I still
build my church. Woe to them, the
Pharisees, for they are like a dog
sleeping in the manger of oxen, for
neither does he eat, nor does he
allow the oxen to eat. Blessed is
the man who knows the robbers
will come in. He will be strong
and protect himself from brigands
that he may see Me when he is
still alive: that he does not die
without the Knowledge I am born
to speak."